A lot of people have found that their career is not as good as once thought, and will suddenly get laid off or fired. It can be a major set back to recover from a job that you have been fired from, especially, if you felt that you were doing well at the company. You'll want to consider that it's time for you to take control over your life and learn how to deal with your set back through positive reinforcement.
You didn't fail, the company failed you. Stop replaying the scenario in your mind, of what if ?. There are so many things outside of our control, this being one of them. Have you ever thought about doing some thing different ? some thing, that you have admired others doing for years, but only kept it to yourself ? Things like having more time with your family, working from home, freedom to set your own schedule, living again? We all want the same things, but only a few will that a chance and strive for them. My friend(s), its time for self empowerment enlightenment, we're the best mangers of self and its all up to us. All of that creative genius that you have used to build someone Else's empire, could be used to build yours. Just think about that for a moment ?..... Seek out trusted authority's and ask them to mentor you. Be coach able and give it your all towards building your empire of success. Others have done this and I believe that you can too :) Never Give Up on Your Success :)